No change. As in, nothing is happening.
I don't feel pregnant. Or hopeful.
On the other hand, I have no miscarriage symptoms.
My third miscarriage, I made it this far. We saw a heartbeat. Believed we were in the clear. Went back for a routine ultrasound. No more heartbeat.
There is something to be said for miscarrying before there's a heartbeat.
Now it's Sunday night and I don't know what to hope for; could this be the fluke? The miracle?
I just can't believe my efficient and talented body wouldn't have miscarried a pregnancy if it ended at 5 or 6 weeks.
I'm 8 weeks.
I called the doc. Tuesday, 930am is the viability ultrasound.
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8 comments:
I have been following your blog for a little while now as my son Christopher had VACTERL.
I am also 8 weeks pregnant (after 2 previous m/c in a row) and I feel your anxiety. Oh how I feel your anxiety!
I hope with all my might that your viability ultrasound is positive and that you see a strong heartbeat and a healthy baby.
xx
I don't know what the right thing to say is. Please just know that I am thinking of you and I love you.
I also don't really know what to say...other than I love you and know whatever happens, you will be ok.
I want to be put into a voluntary coma until 9:30 tomorrow. Maybe we could do it together. Maybe they could mani/pedi/exfoliate/moisturize us while we're under. My thoughts and heart are with you waiting.
The cliched fingers crossed is not enough.
Praying for a miracle for you. ((HUGS))
I'll be thinking about you all day tomorrow, love.
Thinking of you today!
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